I wish I had shown you how much I care about you when you were mine.. now it's too late and I want you more than ever.

You can't make your heart feel something it won't.

Morning will come, and I’ll do what’s right; just give me till then to give up this fight.

And when you said you would never hurt me you were fooling not only me but yourself as well.

“When he first met me, he said my smile didn’t stretch to my eyes.
Now it doesn’t stretch to my heart.”

I’ve been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

“When my time comes, forget the wrong that I’ve done; help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well; pretending someone else can come and save me from myself. I can’t be who you are, I can’t be who you are…”

— Linkin Park

LET ME KISS YOU

There's a place in the sun

For anyone who has the will to chase one..AND I

I think I've found mine

Yes, I do believe I have found mine

So, close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire

And let me kiss you, let me kiss you

I've zig-zagged all over America and I cannot find a safety haven

Say, would you let me cry on your shoulder

I've heard that you'll try anything twice

Close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire

And let me kiss you, let me kiss you

But then you open your eyes and you see someone that you physically despise

But my heart is open, my heart is open to you.

You make me laugh, you make me cry

i know how you feel 

Somebody That I Used To Know

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Dear diary,

I wish my walls were sound proof so i could cry as loud as I want…

Honestly I don't even care if I wake up tomorrow.

Thanks for ruining every dream I have

Thanks for taking the time to lie to me

Thanks for making me fall in love with you

Thanks for making me never want to open up again

Thanks for making promises and not keeping me

Thanks for making me fear my own thoughts

Thanks for giving me false hope

But most of all thanks for putting out the last spark I had left in me.

Where am I supposed to go from here

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