You know it’s love when you don’t feel the need to kiss them every time you see them. When the you treasure the kisses for safe keeping, but it’s the subtle touches and heads on the shoulder that you remember at night

You know it’s love when you feel a longing for them but have enough respect to go at their pace. And when they do act upon it, it feels like the world.

 You know it’s love when you’re walking down the hall and forget what they look like momentarily just because they’re walking beside you. When you don’t feel the need to be the center of attention by holding hands but a subtle bump here and there reminds you that they’re there. 

You know it’s love when someone mentions them and you get lost in thought. When you don’t care if people know him or not, it’s you they’re with. Most importantly, it’s love, when your parents say you’re too young to fall in love but you still do, when you know you can get hurt but you don’t care, when you dream about them in some of the most bizarre ways, when they keep you sane when you feel crazy, when they laugh at your stupid jokes and sayings, when they listen to you no matter what you say, when you feel sad and you realize it’s them you’re missing. 

You see, people say love is when you can’t help but flaunting it to the whole world, but sometimes, love is a special case. When the whole world is shaded from it, and when no one else matters at all, but you and them.

tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
dreaming aloud
things just won't do without you
matter of fact
I'm on your back

if you walk out on me
I'm walking after you

if you'd accept surrender
I'll give up some more
weren't you adored
I cannot be without you
matter of fact
I'm on your back

if you walk out on me
I'm walking after you

another heart is cracked
in two
I'm on your back

“I’ve been praying for a man that would make me happy and make me stronger in the faith because i couldn’t find a man that could do that for me. but then out of nowhere you came along when i thought that there was no point in trying to find a man. you make me stronger.”

Just hugging
I'm comfortable with you

The worst way to missing someone is to have them sitting right next to you and knowing you can’t have them

Have you ever missed something you can’t have back? I did. I still do. Perhaps I’ll always will remember you

I still have hope.

• I still have hope that one day you’ll realize that I’ve always been there by your side.
• I still have hope that one day I’ll be the reason behind your smile.
• I still have hope that one day you’ll fall for me as hard as I fell for you.

I still have hope that one day you’ll be mine.

Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear
Cuz as long as no one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin' guilty and I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed and baby I'm not scared
I'm singin'

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

will not be disclosed words

how great my love for him to refuse me a new person in my life

T.O.P is the type of guy who gets even more handsome the longer you stare at him

your words means nothing, your action spoke the truth.
#J O E S H A#

Life is so very beautifull

That moment When your heart is in the back of your throat

When your eyes begin to water.

When all else fails and there is nothing left.

You cant change how it goes . 

It changes you. 

You let it eat you alive , It becomes you , over takes you.

Things aren’t easy and you will get past it , 

Doesn’t mean it stops hurting , or you wont feel it.

Its when you hit rock bottom and you physically cant feel a single emotion , when you sit there steering into nothing and you realize .. 

You stop giving a fuck about the world and yourself , There’s nothing to over come , nothing to challenge you . Its like sticking your middle finger up to the world, 

But its all in your mind .. 

Life changes as rapidly as you do. 

It wont stop for you , it wont care for you. 

SO why care for it , why care for what other people think or do. 

Things will never be the same and you will never feel the same.

But that’s life , You need to move on and get on through

So I ask, What would you do ?

Dear Time

Aren’t you supposed to be doing some healing? I guess you have. A bit. Not much though. I still find myself sitting here, reliving horrible and hurtful memories. I talk to myself too much. I can sit in front of my mirror for hours, just telling myself the story of how I got my heart broken. I have no one else to tell it too, I’ve spoken to them about it enough already, I know they don’t want to hear it anymore. So now I just keep it to myself. All I have is myself so that’s who I talk to when I’m sad.

There’s something else I want to talk to you about. Can it be 2011 already? I know that we’re only in the second month of 2012, but I’m in a rush. I need to get out of this horrible place. Because of her, I can’t be happy, I can’t live in peace. I need to get away from her. In 2012, I plan on leaving her, no matter what. Even if I’m not even leaving town , I still want to move out. That would make me incredibly happy.

Sincerely,

Me