Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

will not be disclosed words

how great my love for him to refuse me a new person in my life

T.O.P is the type of guy who gets even more handsome the longer you stare at him

your words means nothing, your action spoke the truth.
#J O E S H A#

Life is so very beautifull

That moment When your heart is in the back of your throat

When your eyes begin to water.

When all else fails and there is nothing left.

You cant change how it goes . 

It changes you. 

You let it eat you alive , It becomes you , over takes you.

Things aren’t easy and you will get past it , 

Doesn’t mean it stops hurting , or you wont feel it.

Its when you hit rock bottom and you physically cant feel a single emotion , when you sit there steering into nothing and you realize .. 

You stop giving a fuck about the world and yourself , There’s nothing to over come , nothing to challenge you . Its like sticking your middle finger up to the world, 

But its all in your mind .. 

Life changes as rapidly as you do. 

It wont stop for you , it wont care for you. 

SO why care for it , why care for what other people think or do. 

Things will never be the same and you will never feel the same.

But that’s life , You need to move on and get on through

So I ask, What would you do ?

Dear Time

Aren’t you supposed to be doing some healing? I guess you have. A bit. Not much though. I still find myself sitting here, reliving horrible and hurtful memories. I talk to myself too much. I can sit in front of my mirror for hours, just telling myself the story of how I got my heart broken. I have no one else to tell it too, I’ve spoken to them about it enough already, I know they don’t want to hear it anymore. So now I just keep it to myself. All I have is myself so that’s who I talk to when I’m sad.

There’s something else I want to talk to you about. Can it be 2011 already? I know that we’re only in the second month of 2012, but I’m in a rush. I need to get out of this horrible place. Because of her, I can’t be happy, I can’t live in peace. I need to get away from her. In 2012, I plan on leaving her, no matter what. Even if I’m not even leaving town , I still want to move out. That would make me incredibly happy.

Sincerely,

Me